Terrifying Real Ghost Stories: Headless Apparitions, Cursed Homes & Sinister Spirits (x251)

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very spooky oh sorry you've caught us in the middle of a meal my S it's too welcome everyone welcome to two girls one ghost two girls one ghost we are your ghostesses that is Karen hello and I am Sabrina we are your witch hosts

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of the evening and as you can tell we are in the middle of the woods in our cabin mhm where we Feast on body parts of young lost Wanderers who happen upon our cabin looking for some Solace instead we have for them some [Laughter] salt but we also have ghost stories for you we're fun creepy aunts in the woods this is an encounters episode of two girls one ghost yep and this spooky October season we've decided to come to you from where we spend our days dwelling in my basement should I start sure okay also Sven has been resurrected from the dead as the dead still still dead but back and a little bit bigger yeah his body

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parts have been rejoined he traveled all across the United States to find where his missing body pieces were post tour they were on Amazon yeah and they were he shipped himself to us to return he was very happy to be back with us so this evening or afternoon or early morning or wherever you are is a spooky very spooky episode of encounters where we read stories sent from you to you to to from me love

Three years of ghost stories

me okay I have one from our listener Madison and it is called three years of headless ghosts hey girls I just came across your podcast about a week ago and have not stopped listening but boy do I have a story for you when I was seven my dad was married to this woman named Crystal she was pregnant with my younger sister my older sister and I really couldn't care less but a couple months after my little sister was born events

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started happening I believe this is because of what my father had done to Crystal uh oh my little sister was a last resort for Crystal and for their relationship she had miscarried several times and never got to term in previous relationships her and my dad were on the brink of divorce when she begged him to at least give her a kid he was her last hope and it worked she was pregnant carried to term and 6 months later he got caught cheating and tried to end the relationship Crystal denied that due to the fact that my little sister was only 6 months old and that he should stay for a little bit longer for her he did but he continued to cheat that is when everything started it's already a horror I know we decided to move and while we were packing my little sister slept in her crib eventually Crystal went to go check on her and found that the door was locked so no one could open the door even with the key my Dad tried to kick down this flimsy door but it was not going anywhere my sister came running over

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with a bobby pin put it into the lock and tried and tried to pick it and immediately it unlocked hm the door swung open and we all saw a dark shadow standing over the crib staring in at my little sister who was sleeping it faded out extremely fast and Crystal ran to the crib there was no activity in the new house after the move but a year after that my dad told Crystal their relationship was done he found someone else and she was moving in he he had known this girl for 2 weeks the second she moved in events started happening again Shadows here and there you couldn't hang things on the walls or on the stairwells because they would get knocked down almost as if someone was running down the stairs dragging their hand down the wall Furniture would also rearrange if we were out that same year I broke my arm in several places and was knocked out on pain med sleeping on the couch during this my older sister went to leave home and made a get well soon card and put it on my door my door was at the end of the hallway with no window

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and no light so it was super super dark she got this bad feeling of being watched and hesitated going down that hall and then something pushed her she ran to my door put the note on the floor and turned around the second she turned around she was met with a floating head oh my God no body just a head eyes black she screamed shut her eyes and ran down to the couch where I was we ended up seing this ghost another time a few months later but I will get to that soon later that summer we were playing karaoke in my sister's room and I heard this child's Voice singing along with us we turned around and no one was there it was just her bed and there was no one on it then her door slammed shut as if someone went running out my sister and I jumped we went to the open door and across from her door was the bathroom door so when you opened the door you're immediately met with a bathroom mirror we opened the door and in the mirror we saw our Reflections but there was also

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a tall dark shadow reflection standing behind us in the reflection [ __ ] no my older sister saw the shadow several more times but only in Reflections this same summer we were going downstairs until my dad turned the corner into his room he was wearing a red hoodie so we went running back up the stairs to talk to him and he was nowhere to be found we were confused and even more confusing he was asleep on the couch downstairs we told the new girlfriend and she was like oh yeah I've seen that it's harmless what did she bring it harmless my ass the next summer came around my little sister is walking around and finally knows how to go up and downstairs and run so she comes up to my room and bugs me but as she's walking down that dark hallway she walks under the big ceiling vent she heard a noise and looked up to find a face watching her from inside the vent so many faces well so like that sounds like someone's living in the walls right she runs to my room bangs on the door to have me let her in I stood up from my bed confused and then I truly

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got pushed off my bed this is a lot of aggression this is a lot of yeah there's a lot going on here I don't know why I'm I like keep waiting for the moment where it's like and then we figured out it was my Uncle Joe and he's actually my guardian angel I don't think we're going to get that in any of these stories today that's true she comes running in crying I look down the hall and I too see this floating head at the edge of the darkness in the hall it never passed the light from the staircase slowly and shakingly I walked over to my sister's room never breaking eye contact with the head her door was shut but I went to knock and I noticed all of a sudden it opened my sister was at her desk with her back turned I whispered her name and she turned around and saw a scared shitless so she came over and was like what she too joins us in the hall and sees the head floating at the end of the hallway freaked out she pulls the two of us into her room we shut the door so fast and put a chair under the handle and then the door starts banging and knocking and shaking

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as if something on the outside is trying to get in we're all crying and all of a sudden it stopped just like that just then the moment it stopped like in every scary movie the phone rang we all jumped up to go see who it was and it was crystal frantically asking if we were all okay she immediately started praying for us and for our safety and said that whatever was in the house was not welcome and the feeling went away the weird part was she was 80 M away in her home home when she called but she had a feeling that something was wrong wow Crystal that was the last big event that happened and we moved a couple years later and never experienced anything after that but I believe that whatever Spirits were in the house were not just in the house itself I think they followed my dad and realized that children were not the issue and so they never messed with us like that again I think my dad is followed by something dark due to the things that he had done to us kids and his past partners he's also not a Believer so I think some day something is going to happen to him and

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he'll have no choice but to believe I can't believe so much of this was focused on the kids and not him cuz but also he seems like the battery you know like why why mess with the thing that's charging you as an evil entity and if he doesn't believe I'm sure things did happen to him but he was just like I'll write it off yeah yeah yeah and then the kids actually freaked out well how do you write off a floating head in front of you and it's there for so long right anyway love the podcast Madison Madison Madison oh my god well first of all sorry that you had to live through all of that in a haunted house and with all of the things that were being brought in from your father yeah that are not ideal for anyone to experience but my God what the [ __ ] also I'm curious did the head look a man and I Know It Madison said it had black eyes like soulless eyes but right were there any other facial features or was it just a head was there hair and is it the same thing the entire time or are they just other sort of

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spirits cycling through because we have the shadow behind them in the mirror we have the shadow lurking over the crib but then we do have headless right we just have floating heads all over the place and then someone in a hoodie yeah the a doppelganger situation right unless this is one Spirit that's just kind of like morphing and just choosing whatever they find to be most fearful to the people in the moment what if it is inducing the dad's Soul cuz we've talked about how shadow people are like potentially created from humans that something chips off of them yeah is it possible that there's a part of him that's just being projected out there right and haunting them and haunting him that could make sense especially since it the red hoodie they thought it was their dad at first right not to say all Dopp gangers are just the person that haunting themselves or like a piece of them but that is an interesting Theory we don't know Madison is anything else ever happened any other place yeah please tell us let us know

Childhood demons

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yeah I have a story called facing my childhood demons or running through them literally oh hello ghostesses I'm a big fan of the podcast and I've been listening for several years now I figured it was finally time to tell you ladies about my first paranormal experience emphasis on First and how it impacted my life but first I have to give you guys a little background about myself and my family my family on my dad and my mom's side are both of Hispanic descent and are very religious my maternal grandmother was actually the head pastor of a church that her and my grandpa built in Mexico till the day that she passed away that is so cool my grandmother was her typical feisty Latina and she had such a beautiful soul she was the matriarch of our family and my older brother and I were very close with her growing up my grandma was also a spiritual badass if I may say so when she wasn't being a saint or preaching at church she was battling demons people from all over Mexico would come to my

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grandma's church and beg her to cast out the demons that they believed were attached to them or were possessing their loved ones that is so cool I know many of these people admitted that they had played with Ouija boards or tried dabbling with black magic and yes my grandma performed exorcisms I found out that she had actually been performing exorcisms for more than half of her life how do you get into that right just fall stumble into exorcisms I know how cool I guess if you're going to open a church maybe that would be my only motivation actually for ever doing anything at the church is like maybe I'll one day get to do an exorcism Church of exorcisms is our church two girls one goes Church strictly exorcisms nothing else I found out that my grandmother was spiritually gifted and could even see dark entities my mother even told me that when she was a little girl she witnessed several exorcisms and one time witnessed a possessed woman slithering on the floors of my grandmother's Church like a snake and this woman began hissing at people

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my mom even remembers that after some exorcisms my grandma would have three bloody claw scratches and bruises all over her ribs and body but my grandmother never backed down she helped exercise many many people my mom on the other hand was and still is terrified of anything paranormal and spooky can't say I blame her yeah especially if you grow up with that yeah it is interesting you don't want to get into the family business Mom it's so funny how I feel like children often turn to the opposite of their parents yeah this is literally Halloween Town right oh my gosh yeah she wanted to be in the the moral to do with to do with Halloween Town growing up my mom and dad took us to church every Sunday and never let us watch scary movies or even go trick-or-treating for Halloween anything that seemed dark or creepy was a big no in our household especially since my mom had to see it the worst of the worst as my brother and I got older we began getting more and

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more curious about all these things that are spooky so we started watching spooky movies when my parents were home and we found that we loved horror films the Paranormal and basically everything our parents didn't like it is Halloween to it really is my brother began to watch more violent and dark movies read violent and dark books Etc as time went on and it began to concern me but I didn't really say anything to him and that was a big mistake I liked spooky things but only to a certain extent my mother and dad were not happy when they found out that we had been watching and I kind of felt guilty so I did stop watching some spooky stuff and my brother on the other hand decided to hide his scary films and things from our parents before they could throw them out now that all of that is covered I can finally tell you about my first encounter which happened when I was about 10 or 11 years old I can't remember when I first started seeing them but I remember every time I went upstairs alone I would see Shadows run across my door or the hall by my door every so often I figured it was just my imagination until I started to see these shadowy people almost every time I was

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alone upstairs oh my gosh the shadow figures looked like the outline of a real person but they were always blackish gray in color and they were see-through if that makes any sense and I remember telling my dad about them and that I was scared to go upstairs alone but he dismissed them as my overactive imagination thanks Dad one afternoon my dad gave me my clean laundry to go put away in my upstairs bedroom I was dreading going up the stairs but I knew that I just had to now to understand what happened next I'll have to give you a layout of our upstairs when you go up the stairs you have to immediately turn left to go towards the bedrooms and our upstairs Game Room the right side of the top of the stairs is the door to our attic if you continue past the game room on one side of the hall you'll end up in a half circle of rooms the closest room to your left was my brother's bedroom the next going clockwise was my bedroom and then the bathroom and then lastly my father's office My Father's Office actually faces my brother's bedroom door so as I was going into that room I head straight

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back to my dresser that's against the back wall of my room I squatted down and I began putting my socks away in their usual place in the bottom left-and drawer my heart was already pounding and my stomach was in a huge knot and I feeled to mention earlier that I could not only see these shadow people but I could hear their hushed Whispers too when they came around to just torture me what were they Whispering about I don't know oh wait I think we're going to maybe find out my back was facing my bedroom door when I began to hear the mumbled Whispers behind me and I knew that they were back my my heart sank I tried to continue putting all my socks away and I kept saying to myself it's all in your head they're not real it's just your imagination when suddenly I heard what I can only describe as a whispery voice suddenly say my name right next to my ear keani k k k startled by how close and how fast this person had called me I dropped the remaining socks that I was holding I whipped around to find a shadow man standing in my doorway looking straight at me with glowing red eyes shocked and horrified I stood there

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and I came to the horrific realization that this shadow person was not alone behind the shadow man was a line yes a line of Shadow People I hate that who were walking from My Father's Office into my brother's room after making eye contact with me the shadow man in my doorway then turned away and returned to the line of shadow people and proceeded to enter my brother's room I was absolutely petrified I was frozen in fear my nipples literally just got hard reading that I'm also Frozen I knew I had to get out of there as fast as I could but the only way out of my room was to go through the line of shadow people and run down through the small hallway and then down the stairs so I took a quick breath and I just bolted straight out of the room and right into the line of Shadow People I had no choice it was now or never so I bolted as fast as I could across the room out of the door into the line of shadow figures and as I passed through them I felt like time had slowed down and I could now hear the mumbling Whispers of the Shadow People right next to my ear

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it was loud and I felt as though their Whispers were in my head as I went through them and I remember the feeling that it was like cutting through something heavy almost sticky like if I hadn't run as fast as I had I might have been stuck to one of them and then dragged into my brother's room oh oh I escaped down the stairs and I didn't tell anyone what I saw I was traumatized and I just wanted to forget it all but the shadow people wouldn't let me forget about what happened anytime soon after the incident The Shadow people began following me everywhere and laughing and taunting me whether it was at school out to eat nowhere was safe I finally broke down one day and I told my mother everything I was expecting my mom to blow it off like my dad did but instead she knew exactly what I was talking about and what we had to do to get rid of them oh meaning she probably experienced it right H turns out maybe she did learn a bit from her mom she learned but didn't want it right I had

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figured that my dad had told her that I was beginning to see these things but she was shocked and she was mad when she discovered that I had been suffering for so long let's just say that she gave my dad a good talking to about keeping that information to himself lol after I told my mom we had a family meeting where my brother learned of the horrors that I had seen my older brother was terrified and he immediately threw out all of the dark movies the books Etc we later had our house blessed and I hadn't seen or heard any Shadow People Say since as time went on I tried to get back to normal and just forget about them but I just had so many unanswered questions why were these shadow people torturing me and not my brother if he was the one that liked the darker stuff more than I did why were they coming out of my dad's office and then going to my brother's room did someone or something order them to enter my brother's bedroom what the hell did they do in my brother's bedroom and why were there so many of them lastly and the most important question I had was why didn't the shadow man hurt me I was an easy target that was literally trapped in the corner of my

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room it just didn't add up for years after I thought back to what had happened and I was so traumatized by the event I refused to enter my brother's room because I still felt like I was being watched I always Clos the doors to my dad's office and my brother's room and I don't know why but I just hated the color red after seeing those glowing red eyes oh sorry that we put red in the background of this video I'm not I always hated the color red after seeing the glowing red eyes peer in into my soul I felt like I was crazy and a freak for being able to see these monsters and that no one would understand and I'm so thankful that I was wrong about that I didn't get the validation that I needed till my mother told me that the year after the event occurred my maternal grandmother came to visit and stayed in my brother's room she decided to take a nap one afternoon and laid down in my brother's bed to Drift Off to Sleep apparently when she woke up she found a shadow man in a hat staring staring down at her with red eyes unfaced like the

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badass she is she told him that he was not welcome in this house and to leave her alone so that she could finish her nap she then rolled over and went back to sleep when she finished her nap the hatman was gone thank you ladies so much for reading my very long story and for creating such a safe space and accepting place for all of us spooky people to enjoy I have so many more stories I will surely start typing them away happy October I'll see you on the other side kaani I'm curious if kalani's Grandmother did anything cleansing or ritual wise after her nap because clearly now she knows there's some shadow figure with red glowing eyes in the house and he has a troop is he collecting Souls yeah it's weird that they're like marching like it's very orderly how they're his they obey him in a way which I also the way she described walking through them to me I'm like she

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truly walked through another dimension that exists that we just haven't been able to study oh yeah and she felt the war being stuck it's so creepy cuz that's something we haven't heard feeling the stickiness like you're going to if you don't move quickly through it you're going to be stuck in the mud and drawn in quicksand see you do have to be afraid of quicksand after all it's in shadow person form I am curious why they're in her brother's room although maybe they are getting power from his room because he's watching so many things and like exploring a lot of the dark darker yeah matters but it is interesting again it's kind of like the first story that you just read too where it's like the person who's not actually doing the stuff is the one getting haunted so it's like why didn't her brother experience more why wasn't he waking up to the shadow figures listen kaani based on your maternal grandmother and the abilities that she has maybe it's passed down through generations and you are the lucky Chosen One I'm glad though that kaan's Mom was like

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you know as mad as she was that all of this was happening and that they were dabbling with some of the dark which is probably based on their familial line and based on their grandmother expelling so much Darkness sure they're probably on a list somewhere in the dark darker Dimension where they're like this family we know kaan's family I'm glad that the mom was receptive enough to be like oh my God we got to just take care of business yeah I don't even have to be like mad at you and punish you I'm this is happening to you let's get rid of it um your Crow's a little lopsided oh hello where you peeking what's your Crow's name petunia petunia yes named after my favorite frog hello beautiful La we love our crows here yes it's just all good Crow things here oh my gosh I have so many stories to tell you I've been doing research on my house m mhm and I found I want to tell you everything I

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found a couple but I want to tell you in an episode that we're recording okay like a regular episode because it's like a whole bunch of stuff okay there are birds birds are involved in the history of the home I'm so confused by this I know like a pigeon keeper yeah no freaking way yeah yeah that's so cool you have to do it again Aunt poly bring it bring it back I'll tell oh you want me to start having Pig okay her name is Aunt Polly Aunt Polly Aunt poie pigon keeper col all the pigeons in Boston I know exactly where they are okay we'll bring them back their Glory which is being pets for humans I wonder if there are like any like corpses of pigeons that I'll find oh God maybe she had thousands maybe that's what the mound is in your backyard there is a body buried beneath the ground I'm going to read the story from Richie and I am scared by it okay if you're scared by it then I'm going to be terrified by it and sorry oh

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should we set intentions yeah let's not let my basement get haunted okay it's already haunted by mice so exactly we don't need more hauntings here okay so

Demonic attachment

we'll set intentions for all of you and for us we are protecting ourselves in a bubble of light and positivity trying to like do the ribbon wrapping the Witchcraft right there just it nothing negative or evil or with ill intent is welcome here or welcome to follow us home to infiltrate our dreams nothing this is a place of safety we are protected with light and love and positivity yes okay I'm very you were really dubious of that well CU I'm like what the hell is to be yeah what's gonna come from this email well Richie had a demonic attachment for 16 years Jesus Christ 16 years hello my favorite ghost to I've considered writing this email for 2

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years now and figured now was as good as any my name is Richie he him and I've been listening to the podcast since 2019 I work in a Beach town and in the summertime my travel time to work is over an hour so your podcast has kept me busy on many drives and my annual drive from New York City to Maryland so thank you for all you do now to the story and Trigger warning for all of you who are listening there are mentions of abuse assault mental illness and suicidal tendance I was a very temperamental child I have autism and I didn't speak until I was four when I turned six my behavioral issues got to a worrisome level and my mom decided to start medicating me I was on Aderall for a while and some other ADHD medications then eventually I was on anti-depressants anti psychotics and anti-anxiety anger meds I've been diagnosed with several mental illnesses and as a kid I was very angry rage was the word thrown around a lot I had my own punching bag in the house my door was removed from its hinges because I

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slammed it too much and I had broken two or three pairs of glasses because I threw them at the wall as an adult I'm pretty ashamed of this Behavior but at the time it just seemed like I was an Angry Kid oh how naive we all were yeah as I grew up my relationship with my mother was tumultuous she was emotionally abusive and controlling she never approved of the fact that I was bisexual and when I came out as trans at 15 I was pushed back in the closet until I was 25 when I was 23 I moved halfway across the country to live with my then girlfriend and I decided to and please none of you do this I decided to quit all of my medications cold turkey oh man and I got it always seems like a good idea right like you can yourself that you feel better so you don't need it but that's don't do it don't do that Richie says I got very very sick the medication hadn't made anything better just the same all the time which was a baseline of depress and

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borderline suicidal so I was never good but it was not as bad as usual and I wanted to experience life without medication that I had been on for so long and I'm just saying I'm not anti- medication I think it works and for me personally it just wasn't and that's okay however I was in a new state in a new town and there was no overbearing abusive mother and no medication and my mental health was improving I began to smile again I wasn't sleeping all the time I didn't want to stay in the house and do nothing all day and I was going out and trying to meet new people and I got a job and then I got a second job and then I met my girlfriend's family and we had dinner together and we saw each other frequently and it was these are all good things a whole new world yeah a bright and sunshiny world that I had never experienced before but these good things came to an end what did you just look at I'm just checking for Mya on the pipe okay I'm nervous years prior when I was on Prozac I had night terrors and after I was taken off of it they stopped so at this point in my life I

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had not had night tears in over 3 years but then out of nowhere I started having them again and that was why it was so terrifying I kept having the same night terror night after night I was lying in bed and I would end up on my back of course I'd open my eyes and have no control over my body or my mouth so I would just lay there in panic in silence until my limbs and vocal cords got the memo every night I'd wake up and sitting on the top of the rat cage in the corner of our bedroom would be this thing it wasn't really sitting either more like contorted in the corner folding itself in a way that humans do not fold nor Bend I'm concerned for the rat was the rat okay I mean I'm concerned for everyone that's true it was a huge black mass with long long long arms and legs and very distinct shaped head its head was almost like a mask straight across the top with a very very tiny point in

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the middle and slope sides that came to a point where the chin would be so weird it's like very angular right yes it almost feels like a mask too like in some of those yeah scary movies for a week or so I would wake up to see this thing staring at me growling as if it was hungry e and I was starving it I knew I could feel it it was hungry and it was insatiable and it had been feeding off of me for years but now its stomach had turned up empty and it was hungry and it was mad at me it was an innate knowledge it wasn't said to me it wasn't said out loud or even communicated mentally it was just something I knew in my bones to my core that I was starving this entity and it had been feasting on inside of me for years of my life the day before I started seeing this entity I had posted a story to my Snapchat story saying how happy I was and how I wasn't depressed anymore wasn't anxious or angry or sad

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but after that week of Terrors night terrors I finally told my then girlfriend I didn't want to but on that fateful seventh night of Night Terrors I had woken up screaming at the top of my lungs and I knew I had to get out yeah we called her mother right away who went to one of the local reservations to get some materials to Sage and later that day we got to work good I don't remember much of what happened over the week I had spent watching it it stare at me and I had come to learn its name Ronnie this was a heavily featured name in my life all for bad reasons no wonder I felt so attached to my abusive ex of the same name Ronnie Ronnie was a demon and when I was six it became attached to me hence the sudden rage within my body and soul at 6 years old for 16 years I had unknowingly fed this demon I was depressed suicidal and I had been assaulted at this point multiple times oh my gosh I'm so sorry I had been

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struggling with disordered eating as well I was a buffet of negative emotion one that was constantly being replenished and for the first time in 16 years the employees closed down and stopped refilling the trays that demon had no negative energy to feed on it was weak and now it was deciding to show itself to me thinking that that fear would be enough to feed it again if I was scared I would be sad and then depressed but it made a mistake I was not a quitter and I wasn't scared not anymore I knew its name I knew its game and I was ending it I wasn't going to play anymore I wasn't going to let my life go back to what it had been I was finally doing better and I was going to stay that way as I said I don't remember much but I know I fought and I fought hard for 40 minutes which is astonishingly short given what happened it feels so long though to fight for that long for 40 minutes straight right where you like you don't have breaks you're like very conscious ious L fighting right but like when you think of exorcisms and all those types of

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fights against demons they seem like they are multiple SS many days yes so there was no exorcism or big ritual Ronnie was weak and starving and the sage was powerful enough to rip him from my soul he fought but I fought harder and I won two weeks later my then girlfriend unfortunately assaulted me and I packed up all my things stayed in a hotel for 3 days and then flew back to Maryland I was upset but I didn't fall back into depression or anger once I was back in my mother's home we had a huge fight which ended with me being admitted to the psych W for a week since then other things have happened but I have come out on top every time I'm now 27 I'm only on hormones as medication I'm engaged to the man of my dreams and have a lovely little apartment with a lovely little cat named Bibble Bibble Bibble I'm finally in a loving healthy relationship and while I still struggle with depression sometimes like everyone I still get sad I haven't been fully

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depressed in years and I haven't been depressed since before Ronnie left I'm doing so much better now and while my time in a different state wasn't very long and ended very badly I'm still happy I went if I had never moved out there for a girl I barely knew I might still be in my hoarder depression room rotting away Ronnie feasting on me thank you for reading and listening I have more stories like the ghost Natalie who lives in my dad's house and Maria the ghost in my mom's house oh or the ghost that connects me and my best friend and then also the ghost in my best friend's ex's house oh my God see you on the other side and hopefully every side Richie Richie Richie okay I think that we just have to recognize how incredibly strong Richie is yeah for how much yes has happened and how much they've gone through to not know that you are being taunted and tormented by something like this for 16 years and also just like the development phase of any but especially the things that Richie was going through Define

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themselves and kind the direction that they wanted to take their lives that's such a hard period of time anyway and like we talked about when people are like hormonal and teenagers and in that phase of life and there's so many like death of self moments that happen between your like year age 10 and age 25 that of course of course they were a Target right I'm also curious cuz it sounds like Richie believes that this entity Ronnie I feel like I shouldn't well no I'm not afraid of him [ __ ] you Ronnie splash some holy water on you I'm curious what at six years old brought this entity towards Richie like was there something that happened in Richie's life yeah did they go somewhere right you know I mean or did it was it just like wandering around and was like H you look tasty perfect person yeah I'm also so curious if Richie looked at

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their asro cartography chart what it would say because there was I don't know where Richie is now if they've returned to the same town where they first grew up or if they're somewhere different with their with their love of their life but it does make me curious like what lines if there will be like a lot of hardships or or whatever like if it does match up and then if it's easy Bree beautiful piece cover right now yeah exactly yeah cirl yeah I actually recently looked at my asro cartography when we what we did with Ariel Willow and it is it is a little overwhelming there's so many different lines that I was like trying to remember what was what and then that's why I like doing that episode because I needed Ariel to tell us what everything was hold our hands help us help us through this but Richie I'm so glad that you are in a much better place in your life and truly [ __ ] Ronnie pun Ronnie you said it in such a delicate

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way CU I'm scared but also it was just making me think of Jersey Shore oh like Ronnie and Sam me yeah I immediately just thought of the letter that they write to Sam the the letter that Snookie and jwa write where they're like trying to be anonymous but tell Sam that Ronnie like made out with a girl at the club or whatever see I don't remember the details okay but I have another email

The black cat entity

that was sent and this is called the thing that lives in my father's house and the black cat hi I hope it's a good black cat I know right or maybe the cat is the bad thing well then it's not a cat did you know what the cats can't differentiate or well here's another fact that I'm going to tell you that I just saw on the internet did absolutely no research to like back it up I'm just regurgitating I'm paring everything I hear right so like dogs will recognize and like elephant will recognize humans as a different species and there's

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something in their brain that will trigger and be like oh that's so cute like we look at a dog and we're like that's so cute and dogs will look at us and be like so cute and elephants will look at us and be like so cute cats don't recognize us as a different species they can't differentiate all the time between them so they're just thinking that we're dumb that we're like the worst cats to ever cat well I've heard that they see humans as but but then they also know how to manipulate us they yeah cuz they think we're dumb but they also they domesticated themselves because they realized that humans would give them food if they hunted the mice but then they also hunt so like they can differentiate they know like a mouse is not another cat right I don't know but apparently with humans they're they don't like why is this shaking but I just keep hitting it yeah we can't have a repeat of the flame of 2022 October 2022 can we try something no wait it's not gonna be scary I want

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to try something witchy okay so what I want to try is to channel our energy and focus on one of the candles and try to make the flame rise okay which one well we have to hold hands let's do this one all right stop you have to keep focusing witchcraft doesn't happen in minutes that's what I was thinking like we should just practice this practice this practice this and then eventually one day we'll just be able to do it okay as a trick what were you thinking about I was literally telling it to rise I was like straighten up rise I was doing okay maybe we have to get our our mental thoughts synced I was first saying I'm channeling all my energy into you candle like receive it and then I was doing oh interesting you're probably doing it better than me we don't know anything yeah I know I just like I see you rise I Envision you rise you're Rising you're

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getting straight maybe we have to close our eyes next time we'll try it again later when we're not recording on to Kirby's email hi I love the podcast thank you so much for creating a space to share personal experiences with the super natural and otherwise spooky listening to it has made me think a lot about the things that I went through as a kid but until about a week ago I never fully understood what happened to me I'll try to summarize as much as I can to keep the story concise but it is an experience that lasted the course of my entire life the backstory is that about how is Kirby know is it still lasting it must be I don't know the back story is that about a year ago I moved out of my home state of Iowa with my mother and my sister to a close suburb of Denver Colorado my parents have been divorced for about 15 years so being away from my dad wasn't an issue as kids my siblings and I went back and forth between our parents daily in a shared custody agreement but things fell apart between me and my father when I was a teenag so I haven't lived with him or been in his house for about 7 years despite him

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technically being in my life the house he owns is my childhood home an old acreage off of the gravel road surrounded by nothing but cornfields with no real close neighbors to speak of except for my grandfather across the road isn't Iowa the corn State too I think it is it's corn corn everywhere being alone in the house at night or being outside after dark always filled me with literal fear like the fear of death oh it feels like something's standing over your shoulders hands hovering just above your skin waiting to get you if you don't run away right [ __ ] now I was terrified of looking out the windows there at night to the point that I pinned the curtains of my room closed so I wouldn't have to worry about accidentally looking out I felt watched jeez if I was anywhere alone at night that Darkness would come over me and I would run as fast or as far as I could to the the nearest living thing and only then would I feel safe as

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I got older and I learned about mental illness I explained this away as a symptom of anxiety which I do deal with in other aspects of my life after moving to Colorado and into an apartment built in the last decade I stopped being afraid at night complet that's like the entire atmosphere then of the place right yeah scary it is scary I'm so curious what the other siblings and family members felt out here too even now I can get up whenever I want without fear I could never have started listening to your podcast before I moved especially not at night but now I'm completely fine I thought my anxiety had gotten more rational with age even though I still deal with it on a daily basis I had a spiritual awakening after moving that I used to protect myself from Darkness whenever I feel it it wasn't until earlier this August when my dad flew me and my sister back to stay with him and see my family for 10 days that I was able to understand what had been happening all this time 3 days into our trip I woke up out of a dead sleep at 4: in the morning filled with that

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familiar dread like iately yes it felt like I'd been doused in ice water or spooked awake by someone shouting or jumping at me I wasn't staying in my childhood bedroom because the only air conditioning was in the living room one of the places that I felt the darkness often as a kid whenever I was alone in there I reverted to what I had always done curling up in a blanket and forcing myself to go back to sleep and I realized staying in that house for the first time in 7 years that my child childhood fears were more than just blanket anxiety most of my experiences in the house revolve around a dark force in the image of a black cat who watched me at night oh I'm sad all of the kids' rooms were on the second level of this house my parents would leave the door open at night so that they could hear if something went on in one of our rooms at the bottom of the stairs every night without fail I'd be able to see the outline of a black cat staring at me from my doorway its golden eyes were the knobs on the linen cabinet in the hall but I would also see its body and tail around me at night as it followed me

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through the house I would watch the black cat watching me in the darkness as I tried to sleep and the dread and the fear would come over me until I could do nothing but hide my body completely under the blankets I hate having my feet covered but leaving them out was worse way worse and I try to think of anything else until I fall asleep and I would be terrified I was afraid of the black cat even though I think it was either holding back something worse or it was a form that I interpreted the darkness to be H I never told my parents about any of this Beyond asking if one of the outdoor cats could have gotten loose in the house because we had many cats over the years but never completely black ones in the memories of the dark entity I was always numb with fear and completely pinned by it I grew accustomed to it and being a child I would easily forget during the day but at night the idea of getting out of bed and having to run down the stairs to get my parents was a whole lot scarier than just staying safe in my bed where it quote unquote couldn't get me at this point I'm unsure whether the cat was a guardian Spirit

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who watched over me in my childhood we're going with that or an image of a dark entity which the guardian kept at Bay I had other interactions with my guardian in my dreams up until my Spiritual Awakening which I might tell you about in a separate email but I assumed until returning home that the black cat was a spirit watching over me but now reflecting on this memory I'm not so sure what used to be my scariest supernatural experience and the most concrete experience that I had as a child in this house was a night where my sister was sleeping in the bed with me we might have been like eight or six possibly a little younger being a good older sibling I let her sleep on the inside of the bed between me and the wall it must have been a full moon with the blinds up because the middle of the room was bathed with a patch of bright Moonlight making it easy to see a shadowy blur run from the hall beyond my door all the way across the room and underneath my bed terrified but numb I watched and I waited to see if it would come out and after a minute the shadow ran at the same speed out from under the

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bed and into the hallway it does seem catlike it does seem very catlike after a minute the shadow appeared again a blur that traveled low to the ground through the Moonlight to disappear under my bed again and at this point I shook my sister and I got her to watch it for me and sure enough after a few seconds it ran back out and into the hallway and she could see it too we watched it run in and out feeling the pressure build and too afraid to do anything but whisper to each other it ran out and then then it ran in faster and faster both of us knowing something was going to happen but too scared to look away the shadow ran out one last time and then it never came back what ran back in was twice the size that it had been the family dog a border collie that ran at top speed into my room and it jumped into my bed my sister and I were so relieved and we convinced ourselves that it must have been her so we wouldn't have to tell our dad what happened except that even that explanation didn't make any sense Abby the dog never came upstairs at night unless we were with her and never did this again for the

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rest of her life she never slept with us she disliked being on the furniture at all besides her own dog pillow in the corner of the kitchen my second issue was the height of my bed maybe 6 Ines off the ground so low that it would have never been able to fit her under it even in my earliest memories a toddler a cat a small dog might have been able to Riggle underneath it but a medium-sized dog like a border collie would really struggle to fit the shadow had run under and out without even having to slow down I believe now that Abby could sense or hear us panicking upstairs and ran up to protect us but I'm not really sure or it could have been like I'm going to go with the cat being protective because if the cat was the evil entity in my mind wouldn't it have then jumped on Kirby or like I feel like it was just observing for the most part and just there and then that action seems very cat-like like it's chasing something or it's scared right and then the dog could have been scared too right because it makes me

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think of in my parents house the Ghost Dog the only time anyone in my actual family has seen it aside from all the other people have just like observed it was when the ghost dog was scared of another thing in the house and ran and jumped on my parents bed and my mom thought it was our dog until our dog came out and was like what's happening what's going on yeah yeah safe with the dog both my sister and I held on to her collar as we went downstairs to sleep with our parents for the rest of the night this is the story I recounted to my father's long-term girlfriend one of those last nights during our stay in my father's house this past August we were both in tears as she told me how afraid she was whenever she was alone in the house just like I was on two other occasions psychically aware Friends of the family had mentioned the thing as an angry old farmer and she described it the same way that they had this was the first time either of us had ever discussed it and as we did in our living room at night she said she felt safe while I was pretending not to feel it

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there in the room with us I kept feeling light touches all over my skin as I sat there talking to her and I tried envisioning wrapping a ribbon from the crown of my head slowly around every inch of my body to wared away any unwanted Sensations but it was completely uneffective neither of us tried to sleep until the sun came up the two nights that followed were the real experience of the worst nightmare I could ever imagine worst yes oh no never go to this house again I know Jes move yeah have your dad come visit you It's a oneway street now the dream was my greatest fear through all of life it had been listening to us talk and it was angry I was on the verge of sleep in my own living room with my sister 5 ft away on the couch when the entity woke me up like it had earlier in the week like someone pulling the rug out from under you it enveloped me bearing down on my chest and my legs with all of its force and its dark anger touching me every everywhere with more light but very real

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Sensations I don't like that unlike in my childhood things I've learned since my Spiritual Awakening have made me been able to cope with all of this like how to tell the difference between minor hallucinations and reality as well as understanding my relationship with God I was relying heavily on that belief that the dark force had been human once feeding on fear to fuel its anger and tormenting anyone who stayed up past dark on its territory I was sure that as as long as I refused to let it scare me it would eventually leave me alone so I prayed naming myself a vessel of light and righteousness and I felt Grace fill me as I reached out this had never failed to banish any dark Forces that I had encountered outside of that house it helped alleviate some of the fear and the Panic momentarily but the obsessive Force remained pressing on my chest and it refused to go away anytime I got near sleep it would spook me awake again over and over until I just gave up trying I prayed against it for hours hours but nothing helped I even turned on the lamp and I left it on but the dark pressure

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stayed and the touches on my body just wouldn't stop I forced myself to get up and walk across the house to the bathroom trying to insist that it was only playing with my senses to make me afraid and to feed on that fear right the best way I can describe the feeling of the attack is in a scene from The Blair Witch Project like being inside a tent in the middle of the Woods at night while something outside is battering it from all angles unable to get inside but defitely inescapable and Relentless in its efforts to get in no matter what I did or where I went it was on me it was attacking me I kept convincing myself I was safe from it and that it couldn't actually hurt me but I've never been more afraid in my life yeah because it's also like not changing its tactics or becoming more intense or less intense it is just like a constant stuck to you it's giving me the chills thinking about this oh I feel so cold uh eventually I squished in with my sister on the couch and I slept in a haze the last hour until dawn preying myself to sleep while

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it scared me awake again and again I wasn't worried about it the next night we were supposed to leave at 1:30 in the morning to drive to Minneapolis for our flight home and I expected to stay up packing my bags until then I was sitting in the living room with my brother dozing and my sister awake on her phone when three loud ass footsteps came up from the entryway entering the living room and immediately I was attacked again I was less afraid this time because my sister was awake and I didn't ask her if she could sense it out of the fear that it would turn its attention to her so I stayed on my phone I refused to give it any attention but the pressure remained on my chest again until it suddenly went away an hour or so into the attack I heard two more loud Stomps in the entryway and then it left and thank God it seems like it hasn't followed me home but I will never forget what happened and I hope you never go back there I know I don't know what that thing is in my dad's house a demon should have been able to cause me greater harm than just spooking me yeah

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but I wouldn't think something that was human once could resist such banishment in prayer we're going back next June to stay again so I guess I'll let this was in August of 2019 so you've been back Kirby oh I'll let you know if anything ends up happening Dad's girlfriend now sages so hopefully that's enough to handle this trip see you on the other side Kirby it's almost like that feeling you know when you've killed a spider or a bug or bugs and like you just feel like there's like you feel dirty and you feel like you need to wash yourself because it feels like they're still on you or something and that sensation constantly like I'm imagining like soft little touches and then anxiety pressure right yeah like something really heavy on your chest and then it does feel like the bug thing like I'm feeling it right now where it's probably just like my hair touching my back but I feel like I'm I'm feeling what Cur was feeling yeah and for it to be accompanied with the stomping and the stepping where's the

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ghost cat if the ghost cat's Guardian where where's the ghost cat now and also Kirby I want to hear about your spiritual awakening and what's happened and how maybe that's helped protect you and maybe that maybe Kirby's Spiritual Awakening and ability to sounded like Kirby said that they spoke with their Guardian a couple times maybe that was enough to keep whatever entity this was at BH it was still impacting Kirby but it wasn't attacking in a really negative way can you imagine though being attacked and like literally feeling like you're being attacked in a room full of people where people are awake like even Kirby communicating with their dad's girlfriend yeah was feeling and sensing this thing around them but didn't want to draw attention to it because it's like put so much effort into not letting it know that they were fearful or that they could sense right it but like there's other people but it's so isolating to like be

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there and experience that and like you don't want to draw attention to it I am curious so psychic people who have gone to the house said it was an old farmer who lived or who was Haunting the house I mean it's a lot of Farmland I'm curious if you could find out more I'm not that that does anything but I'm more of a like I'm curious from my own point of view is it the farmer's cat it's just like around I don't know it's hard to figure out what the cat cat is because it feels the cat feels like a cat but the cat also comes with the anxiety and Dread right but is it the cat or is it the cat is is there because that anxiety and Dread and is trying to like help kind of be the symbol of like this thing is here I'm going to stand here at your door right that's what I yes the spiritual embodiment of what the bord was trying to do right ah spooky spooky spooky ookie spooky Halloween well we do have to go back to eating our brains yes sorry you can't join us for that it's getting moist and

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mushy it's marinated and sticky oh look at that goo tasty delicious yummy yummy and we're going to get back to manifesting and working on our witch powers what was that the crow he died patonia patonia join us we'll nurse you back to hell did you say We'll nurse you back to Hell Health oh oh but oh I like that maybe we'll nurse you back to Hell the cro inning Crow eyes too and uh thank you all for joining us if you have any ghost stories that you would like to share with us that to be read on the podcast please email them to us at two girl1 ghost podcast gmail.com and you could also if you want to share it live with us you can join us on campfire stories live every Tuesday on patreon it's only $5 a month and you get all episodes one week week early adree you get a bonus episode every month and book club and campfire stories

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every Tuesday so and a lot more a whole lot more shout out to Jamie Ryan who edits our audio and video produces our podcast thank you Jamie and thank you to all of you peace and blessings and happy hauntings and D we will see you on the other side [Laughter] hey my pritties very spooky